I Have No Idea What I’m Doing (And That Might Be the Point)

I have a confession to make.

I have no idea what I’m doing.

Most days, I wake up in a bit of a daze, wondering what the day will unfold. Between clients, podcasting, and building new businesses, there’s always a twist… always something unexpected waiting for me to navigate.

And I catch myself asking: How am I doing this? Why am I doing this?

But then… I get on the call.
Or I meet the moment.
Or I’m reminded of the reason.

And something clicks.

You see, not knowing might actually be the secret sauce to life.

But more than that being able to not know and still show up… to keep choosing anyway…

That’s where the magic is.

It’s not easy to navigate life.

But what we can do is choose how we meet it.

We can meet it with openness.
With curiosity.
With a willingness to receive what’s here instead of trying to control what comes next.

Because when we decide that not knowing is safe...
when we relax into the unknown...
that’s when we begin to ground into true creation.

Lately, I’ve been walking around the ranch, in the middle of building and rehabilitating, wondering what comes next.

And here’s the interesting part:

I do know how to build.
I understand the order of operations.
I know what it takes to create something from the ground up.

And yet…

I know nothing.

Because every step brings something new.
Something unplanned.
Something I couldn’t have predicted.

Meeting the moment isn’t about control.

It’s about awareness.

It’s about openness.

It’s about deciding to receive life on life’s terms instead of gripping so tightly to what we think it should be.

So I wake up each day knowing nothing except this:

I choose to meet life.

And here’s what I want you to know:

It’s not about getting through.
It’s not about surviving.

It’s about being open.

Letting life surprise you.
Letting it wow you.
Letting it stretch you.

It’s about blessing the mess that is life.

Because I don’t think life necessarily gets easier…

I think we become more willing to allow it.

To meet it.

To become within it.

To let it unfold.

Questions for Reflection: 

Where in your life are you trying to control what hasn’t happened yet?

What would it look like to soften your grip…
and meet this season with curiosity instead of certainty?

And if you fully trusted yourself—
not the outcome—
but your ability to meet whatever comes…

How would you show up differently today?